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Saya sedikit tidak mengerti tentang beberapa pemikiran teman-temanku. Bisa dikatakan saya kurang kerjaan. Pengalaman memang banyak sekali ngasih pelajaran yang berharga, tapi juga sering bikin kita menjadi salah dalam bertindak. Kata temenku, mungkin saat memperhatikan segrombolan manusia berpakaian preman/punk, "mereka udah sadar kalau nyari duit itu susah, makanya mereka lebih baik jadi preman/punk". Kenapa juga ga terus berusaha nyari duit.

Saya selalu aja ngomongin usaha. Apa saya usahanya udah maksimal? BELUM. Jelas ternyata belum maksimal. Semua orang butuh motivasi. Motivasi pasti udah sering kalian dengar, dapetin, motivasi hanya itu-itu aja ga ada yang berubah materinya. "berusaha dan berdoa, pasti ada jalan", butuh berapa banyak motivasi.

Sometime people need to galau, need to have fun, joy all they do. This life keeps spinning, even you still stuck in your problem, problem with relationship, physics, math. People, your friend, I think they could help you to solve your problem together. Sometime your friend can't help you anytime, help yourself is the best way.

I remebered the title of songs by Boys Like Girl, 'Two is Better Than One'. Person melengkapi another. Melengkapi what he/she can't do, can't make something well. We used to be patner to do so.

Why everybody so petrified to make a change? againts the world--its to much, againts your fear, your limitation. In the end, you will feel satisfied--oh god, no way I can do this, believe it man.

I cannot express my feeling to you. Have crush on you is my decision. Dewi why you're not see clearly. Or I cannot say it clearly to you, I am just shut my mouth. Same before.

every single word that I used to write here is not use good grammar, mohon dimaafkan, I feel sorry